no news isn't always good

So, I've been M.I.A. from my blog for a while now. It's not that I don't have a hundred posts swimming around in my head, I just haven't felt like sitting down to get it all out. Mostly because 80% of it would be me bitching about my love life, or lack there of. I'm trying to not think about it but it keeps building up in my mind.

Short version: Russ moved out of our apartment in July and our relationship has been in limbo ever since. I don't really even know at this point if we are still in a relationship. The strange part? He still pays his portion of the rent. While he lives somewhere else. Which, by the way, I don't know where he's staying. I mean, I know the part of town but if I wanted to visit him... yeah, can't do that.

So that's it in a nutshell. Pretty fucked up don't you think? Of course there's a lot more to this story but I simply don't have it in me to go into it right now. I'm already very sleepy and I have to work in the morning. Early.

The subject of work is a good one. I just started a new job last Wednesday and I'm getting used to my new schedule. It's office work and it keeps me busy which is probably the best thing for me at this point. More on that later too. At least I'll be getting a paycheck now.